Moonchild

Time runs fast
merciless messenger of age
I said "I love you"
you said "I can't"
I said I want to walk with you
you said our roads are different
I know I'm old and strange for you
but you could learn about me
if you really wanted to
Stigmatized by nature
categorized by you
it's what hurts most
I just wanted to cover you
with my love
and keep you safe from harm
You just wanted to fly away
May the goddess of luck be with you
Fly above this earth
touch the sky of your dreams
no matter how high
no matter their hatred
You'll always shine through the darkness
and under the moon

Bright lights,dark souls

Το χιονόνερο που πέφτει εκνευριστικά είναι και ο μόνος μου σύντροφος.Γυρίζω σπίτι έχοντας καλωσορίσει τον καινούριο χρόνο, για άλλη μια φορά,μέσα σε χώρους με εκκωφαντική μουσική, φώτα που τυφλώνουν,ανθρώπους που δεν μιλούν.
Το γκραφιτι στον τοίχο απέναντι σαρκάζει :"Με πόσα λαμπιόνια θα στολίσεις φέτος την θλίψη σου;" Κάνω να χαμογελάσω αλλά το χαμόγελο παγώνει στο στόμα.Η αλήθεια μπορεί να ελευθερώνει αλλά πονάει κιόλας.Δεν ξέρω αν είναι η μοναξιά ή η απελπισία που υπερτερεί μέσα μου.Ή η πεισματική μου άρνηση να δεχτώ την ήττα μου/μας ,παρόλα τα υπέρ της φαινόμενα.
Παρακολουθώ τα τεκταινόμενα γύρω μου με ελαφρώς κυνικό και αδιάφορο ,πλέον,τρόπο.Έχω σταματήσει να διασκεδάζω μαζί τους πια.
"Ερωτευμένους" να ψάχνουν για one night stand ,παντρεμένους που σκοτώνουν για μια ώρα ελευθερίας μακριά από την σύντροφο της ζωής τους,παντρεμένες στα πρόθυρα νευρικής-και όχι μόνο-κρίσης, αγοράκια με ύφος δον Ζουάν-αγορασμένο με τα λεφτά του μπαμπά τους-,κοριτσάκια -wannabe playmate of the year- που ψάχνουν για το γιατρό που θα γιατρέψει την ματαιοδοξία τους.
Και στη μέση εμείς.Να περιμένουμε τον έρωτα της ζωής μας να πέσει σαν μετεωρίτης στα κεφάλια μας και να μας διαλύσει.Αλλά ,δυστυχώς,οι μετεωρίτες καίγονται πολύ πριν φτάσουν στην γη-συνήθως..

The wall

We met accidentally
I fell in love with you before the moon rise
you said you had to leave
I said don't leave now
We run through the alleys
hide in the dark night
kissed you under the moonlight
your face was glowing
I tried to reach your soul
cover the scars
the bleeding heart
but you were somewhere else
lost in the labyrinths of Pan
out of reach-out of touch
My dreams were smashed along with my heart
on the wall around you

Fear & loathing in Wonderland

Alice is lost
walking through the forest
mushrooms taste nice
reality looks less ugly
people less frightening
First it was the loss
then came the love
Trying to find a way out
of the misery and pain
Searching for peace of mind
she met the White Rabbit
They traveled many miles
across the garden maze
She saw many beautiful places
fell in love with the White Knight
but deep inside she knew
that something was wrong
Off with her head, the Red Queen ordered
and Alice suddenly knew
Eternity was a lie
but she had bought it so faithfully
like all of us
Only she could save herself
but she have to feed her head with knowledge
and her heart with love
instead of those colored pills

Virtual

They walk with their dull faces
hiding themselves behind a wall of lies
Smiling at you while they prepare for the attack
stabbing you when you cry for help
crying for help when the fear takes hold
Counting emotions as money
thinking money as life
Craving for power
for it's power they fear
Let them hide their feelings
let them live in their virtual world
someday they will awake
but it'll be too late
Cos money and power can't take away the pain and loneliness

Caught in a web

I was flying above the rainbow
my heart was happy
I met the girl with the red hair
her smile made my soul revive
We talked and laughed for days
nighttime came too soon
Days passed by like a river
we were lost in the rush of the city
Lives too lonely to be uncovered
hearts too broken to open
bodies too scared to be touched
souls too tortured to mend
eyes too red to stop crying
Storm clouds gathering fast
life awaits its victims
as another dreamer's caught in the web

Blinded

Living a lie -all your life-

believe what you've been told
Crawling along the line of power and wealth
hope for something to be thrown to you
Spending your body and soul
think it's alright
Everybody does the same
why not you?
Dreaming of the silver shining Knight
he comes only for you
Falling in love once again
this time it's for real
Fallen apart once again
the knight has left you behind
Lost in the maze of your mind
can't leave it all behind
Blinded by the shining armor
you leave your life disappear
Time passes you by like wind through the leaves
but the knight hasn't come back yet...

Fool's Moon

The night has fallen
full moon in the sky
you say you loved me
but did you really ?
and for how long ?
I opened my heart
but you couldn't see inside it
or you didn't want to
You gave me hope
made me dream again
but you said my skin was too thick
to see under it
yet, I was a ball of fire
and by fire I've burnt
strange thoughts in my mind
alone I walk in the shadows
with your image in my eyes
A new day will rise
still, the fool moon is haunting us..

Night scene

Touching the vein in your neck

feels like a snake tale
I said I love you
you said don't speak
silence covers all
Kissing your lips
feels like electric shock
My arms around you
deny to leave you
Your arms around me
warming my soul
You kissed me goodbye
my heart starts bleeding
I kissed you farewell
I won't ever hurt you

In the dark side

Running in circles
trying to escape
searching for the light
moving in and out
smashing your face
standing up again
keeping going all the way
...but where to?
Flowing like a river
floating in space
traveling into the labyrinth
of your confused mind
Tired of being lonely
sick of being fooled
wanting something more
but never getting none
if you could only meet me
in the dark side of my mind..