Winter

Freezing cold all around
finds the way to the heart
with no resistance,no fight
unconditional defeat
Words turn to ice
feelings turn to pieces
Dark night embraces my soul
chill down my spine
Memories of you start a fire
keep my soul alive
but for how long?
Another love in vain
another pain attack coming fast
I surrender..
Sorrow covers all just like snow
freezing my mind
Too many useless words
too much painfull feelings
too many people around
too much loneliness inside
For a moment I thought
I saw your face
but it was just the moonlight
reflecting on the snow

Flow my tears...

-That's too sad for me,he said.
-But sadness is a good feeling,she said.
-Not for me..
-Just think...you can only feel sad if you 've been in love at first..
then comes the tears..the breaking up..and then the sorrow...and finally love again.
-Then..it's better not to fall in love in the first place..it's so simple..isn't?
-That's why you don't love animals?
-No,that's why I don't fall in love with animals..they live so little time..and then they die..or just go away one day..and then I get sad...so think what will happen with a human being...
-But we all gonna die in the end...
-Eventually yes,but since then why do I have to feel the pain again and again,all the time?
-To feel alive...maybe?
-And why must I torture myself just to feel alive ? just for the sake of life itself?As you said we all gonna die..death is the winner in the end...he is the permanent situation.
-But love is simply that:to see your loved ones to grow happier as you fade away..
-Then,maybe I'm not in the mood to just fade away right now..I'd rather burn out...